Change

Change is the one consist thing in our lives, the only thing that we can be sure of .. things will and they are changing.
Certain decisions we make determine that we have to make changes in our lives.
Changing jobs, changing relationships, changing living situations. Quite often changing one thing leads to changing another.
But what if the wrong thing changes, just by life or by ourselves?
How do we overcome it and turn it around so it suits us? More often than not change is beyond our control we just have to make the best of it.

But when it is in our control how do we determine weather to take that jump, the leap into the unknown.
I'm faced with some of these decisions each day and at this point in my life I'm faced with alot of them - I'm just trying to determine weather I'm strong enough to go through with it.
I don't like getting my hopes up with things, I feel that too often than not I will be let down, therefore if I don't get my hopes up I can't get let down.

So now I face a wait, I have two different sides of my life, one in each hand and it all comes down to what I will get told/asked hopefully some when in the next few days.

Maybe change isn't down to us, maybe we decide different options but in fact its down to other people and their decisions that effect our life: People hiring us, firing us, getting with us, splitting up with us, contracts being renewed/ended, so many different options, but as my tattoo says... If you don't risk anything, you risk even more...